Sweet, Sweet Jesus

I think I'm a pretty sexual girl and not afraid of trying new things or being 'disgusted' or 'grossed out' by some things that people might think are 'weird' or 'different'. I'm all about the masturbation and I embrace my sexuality like it was my lifeline to this world. I love erotic art and erotic fiction and I think the sex in Second Life is fantabulous.

All in all, I enjoy sex, I enjoy doing different things and learning about different things. I think that even if a certain aspect of sex isn't your 'thing' there's no reason not to at least respect that some other people have an interest in it and maybe try to understand.

I've read a lot of erotic fiction, and I have watched a *lot* of porn. I love it and sometimes I can't get enough. In my porn watching, I have always been completely fascinated with women that were able to ejaculate, because it was never something I had experienced. I loved watching them, and seeing that release and the look in their faces. I loved the physicality of that gushing liquid and seeing those juices pooled up around them. I wanted that.. if only once, just to experience what that must be like.

I spent years reading about it, watching videos, studying the technique, learning how to accomplish this amazing feat. As the months passed, I became more and more frustrated that my g-spot was not cooperating with me and although I could get wetter than the amazon, I was never able to squirt my own come across the room. I tried and I tried. I did exactly what those books, articles, and advice columns said to do - but no go.

Until today. Today, during a routine and typical masturbatory session, as I neared the point of orgasm, my beautiful, cooperative g-spot loved me like it has never loved me before, and for the first time, Ms. Pixel Bailey gushed her gorgeous juices all over the place. I was so shocked that this had finally happened for me that I laid there on the floor, laughing and laughing, so amazingly proud of myself that I could hardly stand it. After basking in the glow for a few minutes, I collected myself, cleaned up and sighed a very happy sigh.

After about 20 minutes, I started thinking that perhaps this new talent was a one-time deal. A fluke. Never to happen again. I started to worry. I decided that I should probably give it another 'go' just to see - to make sure.

It wasn't a fluke, and Pixel Bailey is a new woman.

-xopixox

Sexstination #8 - Masturbation Station

Today my sexy train pulled into the Masturbation Station in Goangeo and although I didn't see any redcaps anywhere, I managed to find my way around the station on my own.

The "Masturbation Station" is actually a separate room off the 'Bound Club". You have to go into the club to get into the station which is no big deal.

The Bound Club is a very red-themed club with a dance floor and some pole dancing. Nothing too fantastic, but more your run-of-the-mill dance/sex club.

Off to the side, however, is our destination of choice - the Masturbation Station. When I first walked into the room, I have to say I was a bit disappointed. More 'blah' looking things without any real style or any thought given to the atmosphere. Sex clubs in SL could and SHOULD be *HOT* people. The color red alone does not make a club 'hot'. Trust me on this.

Anyway..

The 'station' has a pole to dance on, and a circle jerk area for women (from what I could tell) along with a sofa where your fabulous guys or girls can watch you dance or reach orgasm.

Off to the corner, another separate area for masturbation so if you wanted to get out of the craziness of the circle/pole area, this is another place to do it. There are some poseballs here that I tried out, but I ended up floating in the air while I was touching myself and that was a bit odd. Although I love that 'floating' or 'out of body' experience while I'm coming in the physical world, it's a little hard to get used to in the virtual world. Maybe that's something to experiment with or think about. Why DOES it seem better to masturbate on the ground? If you really stop and think about it, I bet it'd be amazing to do it floating in the air!

If you keep walking around the perimeter of the Masturbation Station, there's a chaise lounge sitting by itself. This has some LOVELY masturbatory animations in it, so I recommend taking a moment and giving this a shot. I enjoyed it.

I've saved the best for last, so here it is: The Sensual Mirror. This mirror's in the corner of the room and it says that you can look at yourself and choose what gender you'd like. I was intrigued. I stepped in front and choose 'male'. Your cam is rotated so that you're actually looking at yourself through the back of the mirror. The mirror then becomes transparent and you begin masturbating using gestures common to the gender you've chosen. *NICE*. This was brilliant. I stood there flipping back and forth between male and female for quite a while! This is one of the neatest little toys I've seen in a while and I loved everything about it.

Nothing says "Self-Love" like staring at yourself in a mirror and watching while you touch yourself. Been there, done that. You should too.

-xopixox